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starshine tagg me? (:	Friday, October 17, 2008, 6:16 AM DECEPTION : I am so sick n tired of thinking of it I cnt take it anymore things are going mad or shld i say even worse ,life is so complicated i never thought it wld turn out this way no sometimes i wonder why is it so hard, it feels like im putting on a mask everyday , is it me or am i too sensitive?why all this trouble , ive overestimated , i cnt take it anymore , im going nuts ,it was a pure waste of my time thinking so hard abt it , i dont feel respected or known ,sometimes i wonder if there is any sense of respect for me , i may b playful but i am not stupid ,ive done things but nothing came back , things will never be the same again, why did it ended up like this no why did it end even at the begining ,i wonder why i am still clinging onto that hope, its all gone now, it was a once but now its a never, i never knew you & i dont want to have anything to do with you ,this IS too much , it was all a lie,i have let it go, i give up you win. alone and lost-- i will still stay strong I DO NOT NEED YOU ;; I WILL STAND TALL & STRONG GUILTY ; if you are reading this and i have done something really bad or offended or irratated or by being rude to you in the past or recently ,im really sorry ,i did not mean to do it, sorry. DIFFERENT: Is it me or am i thinking too much , i seriously need a break from all these thinking....... there is no one i can turn to ,its complicated, lifes definitely not perfect...... i feel so lost and forgotten i wonder if people dislike me.... am i fierce, weird or lame ?i wonder? i try to treat everything ok but now its so hard i will change and straighten my life up i feel so confused i do not know what to do theres no one to rely on now---I MUST BE STRONG;; ;;lifes DEFINITELY NOT perfect;; ;;;moving on---searching for a better and even promising future;;		J O R I M imFLYING 조림thatsTHAT jorim i just love them all(: add me jojozzzzz@hotmail.com soaring high		GOINGSOMEWHERE? UNBALANCEDSTYLE SHOPlook heres ASTER ALEX BEEYAN BERNADETTE CELESTE CHRISTY CHANGSHI CHRIS FELICIA HAI SHAN HOIKI HUI XI HUIZHEN JIA XIU JIA YI JIAN YOU JOEY JORIM JOSHUA JUN MING LI JIN MAGDELENE MARC MEI LAN MONICA NATALINE BLUEMUSICAL PEI KHENG RYMAN SHERYL TRICIA VANESSA SOH VANESSA TANG VINCENT XIUWEN XUE QI YILING EMBRACING lookingback + June 2008 + July 2008 + September 2008 + October 2008 + November 2008 + December 2008 + January 2009 + June 2009 + July 2009 + August 2009 + September 2009 + November 2009 takeabow A accidentality productions Inspiration from DancingSheep & BONBON:D		mysunshine